mikes graduation -he is a master now

so back in may mike, my brother in law graduated from tx state in san marcos with his masters in social work... it was a nice graduation, we made him a cake, and let stella decorate it.. hince all the sprinkles on it! lol.. the pic above is of mike and his girl friend jessica.. i love them both! the pic below is of mike and my husband, felipe.. adn the one under that is of stella in his cap..

and the cake my darling little girl decorated...and that is not pink icing, stella decorated it and the sprinkles just poured out. lol..

WATER BABY

OK, SO IN THE PIC ABOVE STELLA IS EATING A SUGAR FREE ICECREAM... LETS JUST SAY MESSY!!! WE WENT TO THE POOL THAT DAY BC IT WAS FREAKIN 100 DEGREES OUTSIDE AND STELLA AND I GOT ICECREAM.. SHE LOVED IT!! SHE DEVOURED THE ENTIRE THING.. WELL AT LEAST THE PART THAT DID NTO MELT. LOL. SHE IS A GIRL WITH HER MOTHERS HEART THO... WE FOUND THIS WADDING POOL BY OUR HOUSE, AND WE WILL GO EVERY NOW AND THEN.. THIS POOL IS AMAZING. I AM NOT A BIG FAN OF PUBLIC POOLS.. MAINLY BC OF CLEANLINESS ADN GERMS.. BUT THIS ONE IS SO CLEAN... THEY ARE ALWAYS TESTING IT AND CLEANING IT.. THE LIFEGAURDS ARE SO NICE, AND WATCH THE KIDS LIKE HAWKS.. PLUS THE POOL IS HUGE. IT GOES FROM 1FT TO 2FT... AND IS ABOUT 50FT LONG.. I THINK.. AND THE WADDING POOL IS FENCED IN.. AND NEXT TO IT THEY HAVE A HUGE POOL FOR SWIMMING THAT GOES TO 8FT WITH 2 DIVING BOARDS AND LANES FOR SWIMMING LAPS.. THE PPL THAT GO THERE ARE NICE TOO.. THE ONLY THING THAT IS NOT COOL IS THAT THERE IS NO PLACE TO SIT.. I JUST BRING A BIG BLANKET OR THROW AND WE SIT ON THAT AND BRING A COOLER WITH WATER AND FRUIT FOR SNACKS.. REGARDLESS STELLA ALWAYS HAS A BLAST WALKING AND SPLASHING AND POORING WATER IN EHR LITTLE PALE... I HAVE NEVER SEEN HER THIS EXCITED AND HAPPY ... SHE LOVES THE WATER.. SHE IS MY LITTLE FISH AND I ENJOY SEEING HER SMILE AND SPLASH AND PLAY...

a little pretty girly girl

so, last night i was touching up my toe nail polish and while it was drying my daughter wanted me to paint hers. may i remind you she is only 19 months old... so i painted them. she actully sat still long enough for me to paint all 10 and let them dry! which is amazing for her to do... so here is a pic of my girly girls pink toes.

other than that we went to the zoo in waco with my brother in-law and his girlfriend. we all had a great time...and ill post a vid of jessica doing a crocidial dundee impression... hillarious! but stella loved all of the animals ecpt snakes! she did not like it in there... she loved the fishes and the tigers and elephants... she was so cute.. oh and the best part is the lions gave us a peep show! i guess the female lion was in heat and he got a quickie! yes, it was deff a show! lol. ill have pics of the zoo...including the lions. lol.

mothers day 2009

so for this yr my mothers day pressent was to go get fitted for new bras... well, thanks to God who blessed me with these monsters, im a 40F!!!! i was searching and searching and searching for a good bra that fit me. well unfortinatly no stores carry bras to that size... and i got lucky enough to be able to try on a bra that was returned and was my size... at lane bryant! i ordered not one but 2 bras in my size at the store, with free shipping!!! and the bras are pretty and they make me feel so feminin.....

but on mothers day, i spent the day with stella in the pool... it was a nice relaxing day. and i think stella must be part fish... she loves loves loves the pool... she gets mad when i have to take her out... soo cute. well i hope all of you mothers, soon to be mothers had a wounderful and blessed mothers day... i look foward to next yrs mothers day and hope it is as wounderful as this...

yummy yummy i got food im my tummy!

last night my husband and i decieded to create a wounderful masterpeice, lazagna!!! mummm... it was teh best i ever had!!

stella marie campos=sick sick sick =(

ok folks, well, i took stella to the dr last thursday bc she was having high fevers, really high... and the dr took her temp adn it was at 105.5!!! well, they did a urine culture and found out she has a uti and ecoli in her urine. she is on antibiotics for it... in the mean time i have to take her to the urologists bc she has urine refulux, which is when after she goes the bathroom and emptys her bladder, some urine goes back up.. refluxes.. well she is on her second uti and i know that this can be fixed, and i think that is a much bigger relief... see i had urine refulx when i was a kid and so i know she will be medicated for a while, but the issue will be resolved. thank god!!!

some things are just never enough.....and some things are even more

love doesnt describe the connection, passion cant define the burn
u see he is the flame
i am the moth breathing him doesnt revelate the need
i am made for him from him
like Eve from Adam
i am him
called by one name i answer Gods call
when i say yes as his bride.
from birth i have belonged to him
this man
my man
to simply say i love him
is not enough.
the word so filthy by misuse
so distorted by lust
but baby.......i could show u
i could move mountains to dust
turn stars into glitter
blow kisses to hurricane winds
climb to the sun and burn brighter...its not enough.


im listening to miss badhu sing praises to her mother and for being a mother and i can only think how awesome it is to be a women. to be a mother. that hole in my heart doesnt throb anymore. its filled with Gods everlasting grace, forgiveness and salvation, how i love being a mother. puts so much in perpective for me. i feel sorry for mothers who can only look at their children and see responsibility. i see so much more, i see the plan, Gods plan feel what she feels when he looks at me. this is so unconditional.

a day out in the sun.

last friday after my procedure, we all went outside to have a little fun with stella and her car... that car gets her in trouble bc she likes to climb up on top and stand on it... little dare devil! anyways, im stuck here at work till 5:30 when i get off, i hate working. i wish i was a stay at home mom so bad, oh so bad. i just love the days i am able to take off and just play and hang out with my little girl... im just so sad she is growing up so fast!!! she is putting together sentences, and really starting to show her sence of humor...

friday=a long day at the hospital and a nice evening outside with the family.

ok, so when i had stella marie, my husband and i decided to get the iud-meraina. well, i went to my annual gyno visit and my gyn wanted to remove it bc he could not see the string nor remove it with the proper tools available to him in the office. so i was scheduled today to have it removed in the hospital under anesthesia... the procedure would have taken about 30 min, that is including the iv, check in, changing into the gown and recovovery. that is only bc the iud only takes 4 min to remove after the cerxix is dialated. BUT since it took the nurses and anesthesiologist about a hr and 8 trys to get my iv in my hospital visit was prolonged. but now it is out and i am good to go.. only with a little bit of mild cramping.. 

other than that we took stella outside for a while and we all ran around and took pics, i just have to get the pics uploaded onto the computer... 

wednesday... then its thursday.

so, its wednesday. which once we get past today the week tends to go by a bit faster for some reason or another. lol. i am still trying to learn how to bake and cook... i think my husband is getting anoyed bc i am realy trying to be healthy too and he thinks healthy tastes bad. lol. (little does he know he has been eating healthy for a while. lol) but i have come to a stump. i only know a few things to actully cook. i think today i am going to invest in a cook book. i am also trying to make stellas roommore into a toddler room instead of the guest room it has turned into... and this is a teduious process! but wish me luck!

hip hip horay its is friday!

so its a rainy start to the weekend... so i feel blah! but i gotta stay at work adn make that money! well my sick daughter is finally over the sickness!! hip hip horay! i think its a perfect weekend to sit in and just watch movies all weekend. eventhough i have loads and loads of laundry to get done! but oh well, so how are all of you doing?

well i finally got a pic of the cake my mom and i made, its a bunny cake,. it was yummy!! we had a wounderful dinner, we had pot roast, potatoes, carrots, salad, corn, rolls, it was delicious.

easter 2009

well easter was a okay this yr. i had fun going to burleson and joshua to see family and friends. but my darling little stella marie got sick and cut our trip short of a easter egg hunt. plus it was so rainy and gross outside. but somehow grandpa snuck little stella some candy and she got chocolate all over her dress! we finnished out easter night at dell childrens hospital bc stella was extreamly sick. on the way home she decided to throw up.. which was not fun. and she was barley eating that weekend and she was extreamly sleepy , which is not normal. so we took her in and come to find out, the diareah that her dr said was just from her teething had caused a urinary track infection bc of all the bacteria in the stool. she has been fighting this diareah for about a month now.. so we got some antibiotics and we are all good. except those molars still have not come in.

on a better note, my daughter still has time to be a diva. she loves these shades that grandma and grandpa got her. she will put them on fat cali (our cat), me, daddy, its too cute.

here fishy fishy

sometimes i feel like we are all fishes swiming in a big blue sea.

a sea that is filled with many difrant color fish that are all diff shapes and sizes.

some fish eat others, swallow them whole.

some fish swim in schools, following eachother.

there are thousands of differant types of fish in the sea, all of them just swim swim swim.

there are the big huge fish, that the small ones are scared of. they live their life in fear, knowing that there is a bigger fish in that sea, who is hungry of course.

every single fish plays a part in that sea, making it, swiming, eating. we are all of those fish.all differant colors, races, shapes and sizes. none of us alike. just working trying to make it in this world. trying to make a life for our children. doing anything we can just so they can have fun, or mabey a peice of that cake everynow and then.

we are all so differant. not only in flesh, but our thoughts, actions, teh differances we can make in this world. we just have to figure out what kind of differace we wanna make.

let the good times roll!

this little bugar was tuckered out!! she was asleep for about 2 hrs, a bit more than i had planned on. lol.

well i got my camera last night!! super stoked about it. all though my husband used it more than i did, go figure. lol.so we snaped a few pics of little stella marie sleeping, she is so peaceful when she sleeps! We will be going to my parents house for easter this yr. i still have to get a few more things, but i am super siked to see my old friend shelby. we lost tuch for a while, and somehow we both end up gettin married and haveing a child. both girls. lol. i have so many good memories and bad memories of our adventures... but now i get to see her and her beautiful new little girl. so hopefully ill have some super nice pics up of my escapades with her. lol.

i love you.. you love me...

oh my daughter loves to sing the barney song! we will be walking in walmart and she just randomly decides to scream that song on the top of her lungs. she is too cute! she also loves to yell yo gabba gabba at our tv and expect her favorite show to come on. she is very demanding. lol. yesterday was my birthday, woo hoo! im a wopin 22 yrs old. im so young! i had a fantastic day, i took stella to a dr apt, and when i came home i was surprised with a cake my husband slaved over. i had a fantastic day. today, i am going to pick up my birthday present, a new nikon cool pix - 10 mega pixle didigtal camera! im so siked!!! so ill have better pics for you later...never the less i had the most wounderful birthday a girl could ask for. by the way my husband and i are talking about starting to expand the familia =) which i am really wanting to do!

What A Wounderful Day!

I am proud to say that i have made it a yr married to my husband without killing him. I am just kidding. My husband and i are celabrating our 1 yr aniversry today. Amazingly enough he is very good to me, and can have his moments tho, but in the end he just pulls me tight and tells me he loves me. He is the best dad a child could ask for. I love to see him play with stella, esp when she gets him to play dolls with him.. so cute!

This weekend is easter weekend and we are headed to my parents house in Joshua, Tx. I am sure i will have plenty of pics to show for it. And i know i am going to be camera happy bc i am getting a new didgital camera for my birthday, which is tomorrow. woohoo! I will also be making some yummy easter egg and bunny cookies for my co-workers and my family... we are going to have a pot luck at work and i love cookin desserts. mummm...

I finally found stella the prerfect easter dress. Her grandma decided to get it for her last weekend and i am so excited to see it on her. The only thing is finding shoes to fit her, or one that go with the dress, i think every child is wearing size 24 months and a size 5 in shoes! lol. Happy easter!