a little pretty girly girl

so, last night i was touching up my toe nail polish and while it was drying my daughter wanted me to paint hers. may i remind you she is only 19 months old... so i painted them. she actully sat still long enough for me to paint all 10 and let them dry! which is amazing for her to do... so here is a pic of my girly girls pink toes.

other than that we went to the zoo in waco with my brother in-law and his girlfriend. we all had a great time...and ill post a vid of jessica doing a crocidial dundee impression... hillarious! but stella loved all of the animals ecpt snakes! she did not like it in there... she loved the fishes and the tigers and elephants... she was so cute.. oh and the best part is the lions gave us a peep show! i guess the female lion was in heat and he got a quickie! yes, it was deff a show! lol. ill have pics of the zoo...including the lions. lol.

mothers day 2009

so for this yr my mothers day pressent was to go get fitted for new bras... well, thanks to God who blessed me with these monsters, im a 40F!!!! i was searching and searching and searching for a good bra that fit me. well unfortinatly no stores carry bras to that size... and i got lucky enough to be able to try on a bra that was returned and was my size... at lane bryant! i ordered not one but 2 bras in my size at the store, with free shipping!!! and the bras are pretty and they make me feel so feminin.....

but on mothers day, i spent the day with stella in the pool... it was a nice relaxing day. and i think stella must be part fish... she loves loves loves the pool... she gets mad when i have to take her out... soo cute. well i hope all of you mothers, soon to be mothers had a wounderful and blessed mothers day... i look foward to next yrs mothers day and hope it is as wounderful as this...

yummy yummy i got food im my tummy!

last night my husband and i decieded to create a wounderful masterpeice, lazagna!!! mummm... it was teh best i ever had!!

stella marie campos=sick sick sick =(

ok folks, well, i took stella to the dr last thursday bc she was having high fevers, really high... and the dr took her temp adn it was at 105.5!!! well, they did a urine culture and found out she has a uti and ecoli in her urine. she is on antibiotics for it... in the mean time i have to take her to the urologists bc she has urine refulux, which is when after she goes the bathroom and emptys her bladder, some urine goes back up.. refluxes.. well she is on her second uti and i know that this can be fixed, and i think that is a much bigger relief... see i had urine refulx when i was a kid and so i know she will be medicated for a while, but the issue will be resolved. thank god!!!

some things are just never enough.....and some things are even more

love doesnt describe the connection, passion cant define the burn
u see he is the flame
i am the moth breathing him doesnt revelate the need
i am made for him from him
like Eve from Adam
i am him
called by one name i answer Gods call
when i say yes as his bride.
from birth i have belonged to him
this man
my man
to simply say i love him
is not enough.
the word so filthy by misuse
so distorted by lust
but baby.......i could show u
i could move mountains to dust
turn stars into glitter
blow kisses to hurricane winds
climb to the sun and burn brighter...its not enough.


im listening to miss badhu sing praises to her mother and for being a mother and i can only think how awesome it is to be a women. to be a mother. that hole in my heart doesnt throb anymore. its filled with Gods everlasting grace, forgiveness and salvation, how i love being a mother. puts so much in perpective for me. i feel sorry for mothers who can only look at their children and see responsibility. i see so much more, i see the plan, Gods plan feel what she feels when he looks at me. this is so unconditional.